Last weekend was the first time that I was able to celebrate Mass with you since I contracted Covid-19. One whole month I was unable to do so. It is hard to believe that I lost one whole month. I had envisioned this year as being the time when Fr. Charlie and I could re-introduce ourselves to you as though we were arriving for the first time, since we had so many pandemic restrictions placed upon us last year, such that it was very difficult for us to get to know you like we might have in what I might term “normal days.” But alas, it wasn’t to be. The ultimate pandemic restriction was placed upon me, Fr. Charlie and Anne in our office: the disease itself!
I do want to express my affection for you, and my deep gratitude, for all of your support and especially your prayers. You have sustained me more than you can know. I never expected to become sick with Covid, and I especially didn’t expect to become as sick as I did. It certainly demonstrates how fragile we can be as humans, and how we need one another when things fall apart. I joked with the staff here that I now knew what it was like to be a leper on the island of Molokai, with the isolation that is imposed on those who are ill with Covid. Yet every joke carries with it some truth. The truth is that Covid is extremely isolating. And it is a disease that has many iterations, twists, and turns. For us humans, who need the presence of the human community, the isolation can be oh so difficult. When I thought that I was getting better, only to discover I now had Covid pneumonia which would set back my recovery, it was downright depressing. Yet again, I turned to the fact that so many people were praying for me, in Duluth, in Brainerd, in Emily where my parents live, and in the Twin Cities. When I found it difficult to pray, I was sustained by the knowledge that you were praying for me.
At this point, I am far from being fully recovered. A bit of a cough still accompanies me. And extreme fatigue is a constant companion. My doctor says it will take a while for these symptoms to completely go away. So, I will be slowly getting back into the saddle. I will try and put in a few hours of work each day as I can. Some things may have to wait until I am fully recovered. Other things will be taken care of by our excellent clergy and staff. I will take it day by day, allowing the Lord to heal me. Again, thanks for your prayers and support. This Pandemic is real, and so I ask you to continue to pray for all the people who are struggling with this disease, for all the medical personnel that are working long hours to care for the sick, and finally for an end to this pandemic. God Bless you all!
In Christ & Mary Immaculate,
Fr. Tony