We have passed the midpoint of Lent, our season of reflection and purification, and Holy Week quickly approaches. How are we doing with our Lenten resolutions? Are we growing in love and obedience to Christ through denying our personal preferences and desires? Is gratitude flooding our hearts for God’s many blessings despite our constant rejection of His invitation to die to ourselves and see His glory in our lives?
During Spring Break, almost 40 student- and resident parishioners participated in spring break mission trips as missionaries bringing the light of Christ to communities in need.
In Jonestown, Mississippi, the standard of living is so low for most people that we found ourselves truly grateful for even the smallest blessings back here at St. Tom’s. The Jonestown community excelled in Christian hospitality, gratitude, and welcome to our group, apologizing to us because they couldn’t always find time as they managed single-parent households and one to four jobs. The mother and four girls, who will shortly move into the Habitat house we finished up, called us an “answer to prayer.” The coordinator of the Durocher Service Project, our other site, continues an initiative started by Sr. Kay Burton, SNJM, in which she participated as a young woman. She described our group as “angels sent by God.” These individuals live in a community darkened by poverty and fear every day, yet they shine as beacons of hope and faithfulness. We have returned inspired and encouraged by their witness and lived humility.
Our readings this weekend speak about being lifted from the grave – renewed in spirit to serve God’s kingdom here on earth as missionaries. In the first reading from Isaiah, God makes a promise to Israel, which God intends to keep by sending Jesus to us. Of course, to be lifted from the grave, we die to ourselves and trust in God’s providence for our lives. Letting go and letting God take control can be so difficult for us – and that is why our little sacrifices for Lent are so important – they help us prepare for the bigger purification of conforming our personal will to God’s will. Left to our own devices, we seem to get ourselves buried deeper and deeper in the depths. Psalm 130 reminds us that we can count on the mercy and fullness of redemption with the Lord.
The second reading reminds us that the temporal world and our personal desires challenge our ability to live in Christ. Still, the Spirit overcomes our self-centered nature and allows us to shine in the bleakest of circumstances, like the people of the Jonestown community, when we allow the Spirit to dwell within us.
When we consider the gospel, similar to Mary and Martha, we despair of Jesus’ power over death and invitation to life, lamenting, “Lord, if you had been here…” but Jesus gently and compassionately draws us to Himself, bringing needed hope and healing with God’s timing. We can imagine that the crowd gathered for Lazarus’ burial murmured against Jesus and doubted Him, especially when he delayed getting to Bethany. Even then, people expected instant gratification, impatient to trust in even the One they believed to be the Messiah. Today, years later, we behave the same when the Lord invites us to trust and wait for Him to respond to our needs when our prayers are answered with “Not yet” or “No.” Listening to Jesus, and spending time with Him in prayer, especially when our life situation weighs us down and binds us up, helps us to experience the fruits of our pursuit of the Paschal Mystery – the fact that, when offered to Christ, every dying leads to resurrection, and Jesus delights in unbinding us.
This weekend, Boiler Awakening 25 gathers almost 200 collegians as “The Teacher Calls” them to cling to hope and trust that the Holy Spirit will awaken them to their rightful place in the Mystical Body of Christ, where He can renew their spirits and enliven them to pursue a new life in Him. Please keep all retreatants and staff of this Boiler Awakening retreat and all Awakening retreats in your prayers as we experience the Teacher’s call to follow the Spirit and gratefully live new lives in Christ.