THIS WEEKEND'S REFLECTION
By: Deacon Fred Totah
During the 1990’s, few people were more popular on British television than a small nun, Sister Wendy Beckett. Every week, she hosted a program in which she toured museums and spoke about art. Eventually, her program spread to other English speaking countries around the world. Her lively descriptions of artists and their masterpieces delighted audiences and made her a sensation.
Her great gift for interpreting art no doubt came from many years of silent prayer. The first convent she entered as a young woman was one that observed a vow of silence. Later on, because of her fragile health, she became a hermit, pursuing a spiritual life in almost complete solitude and silence.
Prayer and silence were things that Sister Wendy Beckett sought from a young age.
In a program about her life, she tells a beautiful story about her first communion. As a child, she looked forward to receiving Jesus in Holy Communion with enthusiasm and excitement. She had a strong feeling within her that God would speak to her when she received the Eucharist.
And so, on that day, she knelt to receive communion from the priest and then returned to her pew. She sat quietly and attentively, certain that God would speak to her. However, she heard nothing. She waited a little while more and still she heard nothing. Then a thought struck her that would stick with her for the rest of her life. GOD SPEAKS IN SILENCE.
God had indeed spoken to Sister Wendy on the day of her first Holy Communion but not in the way she expected. It was an insight that was beyond what most adults would be capable of understanding, so it had to have come from God Himself. From that moment on, she dedicated her life to pursuing God in silence.
Sister Wendy learned what is one of the most basic truths about the spiritual life. God speaks in silence. In a very real way, God’s language is silence.
We see this truth play out in today’s first reading. The prophet Elijah was told that God was about to reveal Himself to him. Now, during his lifetime, Elijah had witnessed God perform many miracles. He saw God’s power on display in powerful ways. So, it was natural that when God said He would be passing by, that it would be in a dramatic way. However, God does something different. He reveals Himself not in the rushing wind, not in the earthquake, and not in the fire, but in “a tiny whispering sound.” Other translations of this passage call it “the sound of sheer silence.” God was teaching Elijah the lesson He taught Sister Wendy and the lesson that He wants to teach us. Not just that God’s voice is heard in silence but that God’s voice is silence.
So, if we are going to find God - or rather, if He is going to find us - it must be in silence.
Thousands of books have been written about prayer. Saints and mystics down through the ages have passed on their wisdom to us about how to cultivate a spiritual life. All of them would agree that a life of prayer begins with times of silence.
So, I would like to throw out a challenge. If prayer is not a part of your daily life already, I want you to consider trying something new. In the morning, before you start your day, find a quiet spot and spend just ten minutes in silence. During this time, let your only thought be that you are in the presence of God and that He loves you. Don’t think about what you should say to God. Rather, don’t say anything. Simply trust that God is present to you, that He loves you, and that He is pleased to spend time alone with you. Have no expectation except that you will be sitting quietly for ten minutes.
If you do that every day for just ten minutes, I promise that things will change for you. The rest of your day will be more peaceful. You will begin to notice the delightful and joyful things in your life - whether it be the simple beauty of a flower or the laughter of a child. Your heart will well up with gratitude for blessings that you may have been taking for granted. And you will have a sense of God’s presence with you throughout the whole day. If you do begin each day with ten minutes of silence in God’s presence, I promise you something else. Those ten minutes will soon become fifteen minutes, and then twenty minutes, and then thirty minutes. You will soon wonder how you were able to live so many years without quiet time in prayer.
That growing sense of God’s presence and love in your life will then carry you through your day. Like the disciples in today’s gospel, you will still find yourself in the middle of terrifying storms. Jesus will seem to be sleeping silently while you are in distress. But you will have confidence that He will bring quiet to the storm and restore quiet to your spirit. That time in quiet prayer every day will give you a center of calm and peace that no storm can disturb. You will rest assured that Jesus is with you, even when He’s silent. You will have an abiding sense that He is in control.
Make silence more a part of your life. Carve out time every day to seek God in quiet. Know that He is present to you and that He looks forward to spending that time with you. Then see all the blessings that flow into your life because of something that is so simple and yet so beautiful - silence.